7 weeks

Yay!! I'm at 7 weeks! Every week seems amazing to me as I still never thought I'd be here. I'm still in awe! And would you believe....LOL, the POAS a holic in me has come out (again)! I still have some internet cheapie tests, and I actually used one!!! LOL It was a nice solid, strong BFP that came up right away (in fact, before the control line did) LOL I'm not sure what I would have done if it came up as BFN...I think I was actually half expecting it! I've seen so many BFN's in my lifetime....I still expect to see them. I think my POAS urge is now done. I hope. LOL

I am still the same weight as last week...so that's good. I was worried earlier this week that I was eating too much and not eating the right things. When I was pg the first time (with Ryan) I was so careful about what I ate and followed the book to the T. But this time I'm more about eating what I want as opposed to what is good for me. I changed that this week and am now eating healthy.....made fruit salad today so I will be snacking on that. My belly has gotten a tad bit bigger...but I think that's mostly bloating. My jeans still feel good...not tight at all yet. All's good there! LOL

I've been really tired lately....been difficult getting out of bed....and at night when I try to write I have no concentration at all. I just can't seem to focus. I've also been nautious this week....about the time it started with Ryan too. Morning is the worst time. I take a shower and then feel sick for the next hours after that. By afternoon it goes away and by evening I can eat anything.

I need to throw in some more excercise. I've been too lazy lately...and I think that's one reason why I'm so tired. I think I'll try taking more walks with Ryan in the afternoons. I need to get some exercise!

I really can't wait until I'm done with the progesteone suppositories. I hate these things. They are a pain.

Today I had my first emotional moment. I haven't had any mood swings at all since I got my BFP.....until today. I was upset at Ryan and yelled at him (poor thing), then I felt bad and apologized to him and I started crying. He's probably wondering what the heck is wrong with her? LOL I hate how emotional I'm getting.

Otherwise things are going great! 8 more days until my u/s! Can't wait!! I'm feeling very confident and postive about this pregnancy...I really think everything is going to be ok.